I am not posting this for a pity party or for questions or otherwise. Just pray for me. I know many people may want to use this to have something to gossip about, but If you have my best interest at heart help me through pray or scriptures. Thank you. I watch Iyanla fix my life. She said why is it women say that they are alone and they need someone. Some women who are married still feel that they are alone. Most of my life that is how I felt Alone!!! I made many friends some closer than others. I trusted too many people to be in my life that really didn’t care for me because of me. They became my friend because of who I am married to or by association. Regardless that I have siblings or a big extended family. I still felt alone. Even though I am married I still feel alone. It has come to the place where I have lied to a lot of people. What I mean is!!! When I am greeted …. They ask how are you??? Or how are you doing? I would say good or fine or even ok. Well that is not the truth. I want to say that I am broken and wounded. Not in the physical sense, just emotional. If God had not given me Nikin I would still feel alone or empty. Iyanla said that one should tell the truth to oneself. Instead of living in peace I am living in pieces. I am ready to be made whole and the way God meant for me to live. (Yet I am still trying to work on my book with the lack of support or push to keep writing. I have written letters to my darling son every month, but cant with this book. I know this book is needed.)
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 23:30:27 +0000