I cant believe it has been 9 months today. It is crazy to think that time has gone by that fast. I watched the movie Return to Zero(a movie about a stillbirth) the other night. It is about time that this stop being a such a hush hush topic. There are just as many cases of stillbirths a year as there are woman that die from Breast Cancer, yet we are just something to be shoved into a corner it seems. Watching this movie was heartbreaking yet enlightening for me. Some parts of it were so close to what we had gone through that it broke my heart all over again but the movie showed me how blessed we were through out this whole thing. We were back home with our families, we had a doctor and nurses that personally knew us, we were surrounded by support of our family, friends and some in the community we had never met. The most important part is that Jordan and I were in it as a team the whole time, he was there to support me, mourning together with me, and be my rock that i needed. I wouldnt have wanted any other man by my side (even when he is half way across the world). We are also blessed to have such a radiant little girl to bring sunshine to so many cloudy days. I believe that God gives parents who have lost a child the ability to love other children in a way that most parents dont ever get to experience. 9 months ago was the worst day of my life but I am so glad to say that the clouds are moving away (even though we are in the clouds of deployment now) and things are going to be ok. One of these days we will get to see a rainbow after this storm...
Posted on: Tue, 27 May 2014 20:13:40 +0000
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