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I cant complain about life everything is going good and I am grateful. But last night I had the worse night in a long time. I couldnt sleep and I kept remembering situations of being abused and made to feel worthless from my childhood and it put me in a very bad place. I do admit I have had suicidal thoughts. Never to the point I would actually do it. But to the point of if I did will the pain go away and how is it on the other side. I dont know why when things are looking up I have these situations. I made it thru by listening to relaxing music on YouTube but I still feel horrible inside. Depression and anxiety suck and I hope I get over this and dont have another one. It has been over 2 years since the last one. Please pray for me. I just want to be happy now that my life is better and moving in a positive direction. Also I need a blunt really bad.

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