I cant even begin to explain the intensity of my dream but i feel the need to put it into words. Beautiful but so painful. So much love but so much sadness. Everyones approval- but my own. But in the end I made the right decision. However,the grief that was to follow I BELIEVE I was spared by God, because the only way a can explain it is- that my last words of good bye to him- emptied my lungs so completely, so violently it was as if something youd only see in a movie. When someone was sucked back into time( or better yet- slammed back into the future) but I FELT it- It was SO strong, so powerful- and then I was awake. Unable to open my eyes But I was still talking to him, I could hear my words. I told him I love you, but I have to leave, I have to go because I cant have you ever recent me. He was crying and was going to tell me every reason why it was right but ... He never had a chance to speak I was gone. * I was spared from the sobbing that would come next, the loss of a love I had to let go- to do that right thing, to be the person I know In my heart I needed to be. 😞 I can still see his eyes , I can still feel his kiss. Im glad I was spared the immense Hurt. I just wish I couldnt still see his face. Dreams, the other side of reality...
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 10:41:38 +0000
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