I dont post on here about my health it is still so raw so unbelievable....STILL!!!! In October which is only 3 months.. 3 MONTHS away it will be a year I was diagnosed. It still amazes me how over night..In a blink of an eye your whole life can change. I have stage 4 colon cancer that has spread to my liver..I have had 3 opinions and all 3 agree I am NOT CURABLE those 2 words have prevented me from being happy and enjoying the time I do have left. If I was to run into anybody who asks me how I am to this day I will burst out into tears. They say something good always comes out of something bad..as of yet the only thing I can think of has been I have met some of the most amazing people from caregivers/nurses to friends who have taken care of me above and beyond and new friends who are fighting just like me one person who I met was Brittany Hall a 25 year old whos parents live within 3 miles from me who had colon cancer a year or so ago...beat it and it returned. This time to her blood and lymph nodes. I had seen her several times at our Drs office getting chemo and SHE was SO positive and so cheerful telling me (while I was crying) not to worry or be sad God has got US she said. She also said she was not afraid she had faith in God and he would see her thru...today I learned she is in hospice...not eating or keeping anything down..I WAS AT THAT EXACTLY POINT in JANUARY (right Missy Cassell Dossett Teresa Shufelt Williams Mary Cascio Gatto Napolitano Tracy Smith Powell Dawson A. Ransome!!) To those of you who dont know how serious it was...I almost died. I wasnt expected to make it out of the hospital. Now I see where she is and I feel guilty. I thought I was young at 40 ...SHE IS 25!!! My heart is breaking for her and her family...I CAN imagine how they all must feel. It kills me...I am asking ALL of u reading this to pray for her tonight..that God wraps his loving arms around her and her family and to let them know I will never forget her spirit and the hope she gave me. I dont know how Ive made it this far but I have so much further to go and every single day is a fight.. emotional sometimes physical..but I am so thankful for the strength God has given me to endure all of this. Brittany Hall u have made me stronger...Thank you for the pleasure of just being in ur presence...
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 01:41:17 +0000
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