I dont understand the desires of a man whom isnt attracked to another but will participate in such acts that says otherwise to what he is saying to the other man. So mind fully manipulating that it sounds so untrue it actually hurts ones fellings for another when it feels so different inside and outside. Another thing the man ask why does the bird sing when he has asked the bird to not to sing that song to anyothers. Well I tell you why because the man does not own the bird to keep for himself. Secrets dont make friends and neither does lying make love. I keep saying Im done but Im never finish. There is nothing to go on more but I keep on going. I desire him but he never did desire me. He only asked for me to do what others dont and yet Im not enough. I plead to God to send me a message but never getting any mail. I call and I call yet no one answers. I feel that the existence of me is fading. One day the light will shine on me and it well be my time to shine. The show will never end until Im dead.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 06:42:11 +0000