I fall and fail multiple times daily but thankfully God picks me back up and I could not survive without him. I know I will fail him and make mistakes every day for the rest of my life and there are some that judge me harshly on a regular basis for doing so thinking that just because i chose to have a relationship with God that it would somehow make me mistake free and without sin from that point forward when in fact, it made me even more of a target with Satan and it makes me have to do 10 times more battle since I decided to follow God. All I can say is that I love God, I fail miserably in his eyes all the time and some will even say I am fake for having the Im gonna try again attitude each day and try to appreciate what I have been given because I try to focus on the good things instead of the crap, but I also know at the end of the day, God shows me the way and picks me back up because he loves me. Because he does love me, some may think what they want about me but I will NEVER stop trying to do right by him and love him right back. HE is the one whose opinion matters most about me. Anybody elses opinion is just that...an opinion. They can think what they want. I am the one who has to answer to God at the end of this life so I will continue to wake up daily with the hope and desire to do better even though i know I will most likely fail him, I will still be happy and treasure the good moments while I can in life (cuz Ive had so many bad moments that I probably tend to go overboard with joy over the good times) and I will lean on God more and more as Satan uses every tool he can to try to shake my life up. I am just thankful that God is merciful and forgiving. This video hit home with me today giving me a good perspective and Im glad to have watched it. It is what I do every day with God......keep letting him pick me back up.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 01:02:49 +0000