I feel a lack of volition whenever I read and/or hear Johnnys letter to Ponyboy. I come across it frequently, like most of my favored literature. This dreaded feeling of no will comes to light when I see myself in small parts of other characters. Dallas, for instance, loses it--the letter was received and read too late. Whats fearful to me is the idea that certain aspects of characters are inevitable. Whats fearful to me are some of the similarities of them in me. My chest crinkles with the idea of realizing sunsets as sunsets and sunsets as something more. There is more, and I know that. But sometimes I feel as if, someday, my lack of volition will be inevitable and I, like Dallas, will lose it and force a situation where there is dread. Dallas loved Johnny--Johnny was probably the only thing he genuinely cared about. Stay golden--dont allow Eden to grief. https://youtube/watch?v=_l07tvaZAi8
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 13:13:22 +0000
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