I feel like im as crazy as a sprayed roach! dont know why? mabey its my mother coming today or cause my grandparents and aunt jackie and her husband are with her and i havent seen or talked to them in about 3 yrs and the time and distance and things of the past has made me grow il with them ? or if its the fact that i havent even begun to deal with bobs death that i knew was to happen . or is it cause my family seems to be spliting at the seem? mabey its like melodie said yeasterday mabey its cause october is here and the cold weather is fixing to set in and theres so much pain invalved with the cold that depresion is just raised its ugly head? i dont know the fall and winter has always been my fav but now its just cold!we are burying bob on sat morning and he has the same final wishs as our dad did to be buryed with his mom . these two men were complete opisits but i managed to love both of them with my whole heart ! i need to sleep gonna be a long day today but i think ill just have some coffee and wait on the boys to get up and get our game face on cause yall its game day friday and my parrish tornados are gona tear up cordova tonight ! see i told ya crazy as a sprayed roach cant even stay on one topic
Posted on: Fri, 27 Sep 2013 09:46:35 +0000