I got the number 9. 1. I still wonder at times just why the - TopicsExpress



          

I got the number 9. 1. I still wonder at times just why the people who bullied me in high school friended me on Facebook. I also wonder why sometimes that I accepted. I like to think its because Ive forgiven people for my own sanity. I question that as well considering I still feel not so great things sometimes when I see their names pop up. 2. I have a variety of reasons that I have anxiety attacks. Ive been working holistically and psychologically on my own to deal with each of them instead of being put on medication. 3. I was in therapy for a short while when I was younger. I thought it was a load of crap, just like most people do about that field of study. I now have an interest in it and am slowly going through school with a focus on psychology. 4. I am currently dealing with a bout of depression. 5. Some of you may not realize that I do not believe in God. I respect peoples faiths. But I dont always feel respected for not sharing in it. I am mindful of other peoples beliefs. But I dont always feel like others are mindful of how I think. 6. I may be pretty friendly, but I am an extremely guarded person. I may also often be shy and reserved, but it doesnt mean I dont care. I am awkward. I am often extremely uncomfortable around/talking to people. 7. I no longer have too much issue cutting toxic people out of my life. I am too damned old to deal with immature things. Everyone is at different stages of arms length for various reasons. Thats just how I do things, and I do it for my own health and sanity. 8. I still have some self esteem issues. Despite that, I have found that I am more confident now than I ever have been previously in my life. And I can only hope that I continue to be even more confident through each stage of my life. 9. Its no secret, but not everyone knows, because its not necessarily something that is any kind of natural conversation, but I am not straight. Yes, I married a man. And I love him to the ends of this earth. But I am not straight. I have family members who are not straight. I have friends who are not straight. It has always been normal to me to some extent. I am fiercely supportive of the acceptance of all non-straight identifications. I am also a fierce supporter of transgender acceptance. I have transgender friends. They are HUMAN. It really doesnt matter who people love, or who they were supposed to be and didnt come out of the womb as. They are HUMAN. To not support other humans is beyond my comprehension. I will not apologize or silence myself just because it makes other people uncomfortable. If you dont like it, you can remove yourself. No, Im not one of those people that shoves it in others faces, but I WILL talk about it when I want to. If someone has an issue with the things I care about, that is not my issue. It is theirs.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 23:27:37 +0000

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