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I hardly ever visit my home page for I just stay on the news feed all the time. As I visit it now I see my precious little Dutchess who has been gone for over two years now and think of all the fun and laughter she gave me in her eleven years with me. A true dog from heaven if there was ever such an animal. My constant shadow, never a bad day for her, total dedication to me and doing all she could do each day to please me and looking for nothing in return at all. We could leave for Memphis VA and be gone eight hours or more and return home with no mess ups anywhere at all. I think she would have burst before she would use the house. All the little tricks, the FLOP, the LOOK FOR FLEAS, the word BATH that would send her running to the bathtub to wait for you to run the warm water for her to enjoy herself in. So many things I remember and I remember the day she left me. Keeping me up most of her last night with some sort of ailment the Vets could not pin down. I got up with her that morning after she had stood on the end of the bed all that night unable to lay down and rest. In the den she stayed next to the fireplace and I dozed off for a while but when I awoke she was still right there where she was, still having so much trouble breathing. She looked at me with those sweet brown eyes and walked over to me and looked up as if to say hold me Daddy, just one more time. I picked her up and within a minute she was gone. I will never forget this in my life. All she wanted was for me to be with her as she let go of all the things she had loved so much. I dont think I have ever cried so much and so hard in my entire life as I did the weeks after her leaving me. I still cry, right now I cry, I will never forget you Dutchess, you were and always will be in my heart and my mind until the ends of time. I just know God has to have you in heaven waiting on me for you truly were a gift from God to me. I love you my sweet baby and I think of you almost every day, you will never be gone from Daddys life.
Posted on: Sun, 25 Jan 2015 23:13:04 +0000

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