I hate schizophrenia I envy people with good genetics.. strong, tall, blond, athletic, handsome, good teeth, good work ethic, smart... people only respect the blonde and muscled and smart and hard working people here.. no one respects the dark eyed, dark haired intellectual guy with schizophrenia and skinny... no one respects intellect here. I just feel disrespected. I feel like people should respect me more. But they dont because I am not as good as them. I am like a lower class citizen. Probably even God would spit on me. so I sit here and write stuff on facebook. I think I will play some music and lay down for a while, that is good to lay down and rest and not think too much when you have schizophrenia. instead of writing crazy stuff on facebook. I am a failure in life. I am life undeserving of life. I am nothing. I wish people would respect me more.
Posted on: Mon, 09 Sep 2013 05:03:20 +0000
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