I hate waiting. I hate other peoples lack of hurryitupitude. I hate not knowing where my family will be in a couple of weeks. I hate not having the power to make that decision. I hate not knowing the choices I will have, and I hate that it seems like I will have to go back on my word (most likely to several people) because of circumstances beyond my control. I hate that I made the choices that led to this moment, and I hate that there does not seem to be any point where I actually did something wrong - I just did not have all the information until I was stuck. BUT - I love that this process will be over in a couple of weeks, regardless of the outcome. I love that there are good things about each outcome. I love that I have a great partner in Amber Jones Moss who has been supportive and self-sacrificing a LOT in the last few months. I love that I know what I am supposed to do today, and can at least try one more time to be at peace because of that. And I love that I can hang onto Gods promises when many other things seem to be crumbling.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 18:33:39 +0000
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