I have been debating on whether to spill the beans over this but in a promise I have made to my family of being more open to them and the world....I guess I need to answer some questions I have been asked for some time now. I am sick and have been for some time. There are very few days that go by without pain or the feeling of just outright depression to not even get up and face the world. I had a small mass removed from my lower skull several years ago but with the divorce and then the house fire..I never really gave it much thought but the last year has become a struggle to even get the motivation to get up in the morning. I have to be thankful that Dr Johnson ordered new MRIs and CT scans..because they have found that my spine is narrowing(still dont know what that means yet) but I have two bulging discs and a mass in between them. I have been told I need surgery asap and the are setting up the appropriate appointments to have this addressed but living with the constant feeling that the other shoe may drop at any time has got to stop. To all my friends FB and otherwise...I am strong and not scared but I have got to simplify my life to a certain degree and that is why Im liquidating a lot of my stuff. I want to start 2015 with a different perspective and leave the old life behind. Todd Kessler This is what I wanted to talk to you and Jennifer about.. I know what you both have been through and your both people I hold in high regard(even if Todd is a mongoloid). Sorry if Im venting but it does feel good to get it out and over with. Any recommendations for surgeons...Im leaning towards DR Nixon in Gainesville. Have a merry Christmas everyone and for once in a very long time...I remember what Christmas is all about and I feel more alive than I have been in years.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 16:28:23 +0000
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