I have lost the ability to fight with situations. These circumstances are making me crazy and it pains me to watch myself helpless, not knowing what to do. All trapped within myself, I watch him carefree, totally unaffected by the heartache I carry. I see myself break every second, every moment, right over here while they build their own castle of love. Wretched apart, I am, completely. When I sometimes watch him from the corner of my eye, I sometimes question myself if there’s something like Karma. I question my fate. I question no one in particular and yet everyone, “What was my fault?” Was it a crime to give my heart and soul to a man? Was it a mistake and if it was then why? If God does exist, he preached about love being the most beautiful emotion on the earth he created. So how come things got so cruel for me? I know that life isn’t always fair but a little bit of solace was what I wanted. Was it wrong on my part to seek happiness? Today, I watch myself in the mirror and find a ghost facing me. The natural smile is lost; I am longing to hear those peals of laughter I was known for. And now I stand, all helpless and restless, giving into grief, loss, pain and defeat. ~Harshita Srivastava
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 16:36:19 +0000
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