I have more August 5k / 10k pictures to share and will tomorrow night and cant wait :) I realized tonight however that so many new page friends didnt realize the journey I have been on so I posted a couple updates...Its a funny thing because I feel like before / current pics grab attention, it shows distance and change no question but I must say that if you want to see into my world, my banner picture shares more of what truly matters to me :) The joy from changes made in my life has little to do with how I look but yet who I am as a person, the things I now allow myself to do and enjoy. Im able to live more freely, more fully, and because of this, I am able to really enjoy, absorb life. I can go to the beach and feel the sand between my toes and jump in the ocean like a child and not because Im tiny ( Im not ) its because I have self acceptance. Seeing my children run and play, being able to run and play with them along with my husband is so amazing. I remember the feeling of hot tears running down my face because I wanted to join in but I was so ashamed of what people may think of me. I was so trapped in over thinking all the things I felt I wasnt, I missed opportunities to LIVE. I did my best and I pushed myself for my family but inside I was overcome with shame. I own that choice I made to feel shame for years, I made the choice and told myself I wasnt good enough and I allowed that lie to take over, even if not fully aware it was something I allowed. If I have something I want to share with others its how special we all are in our NOW...no matter where that may be. It doesnt mean we cant do better or reach for new goals and dreams and to commit to living our best most healthy life because we deserve to live our best most healthy life but we need to love who we are NOW..its the now version that will carry us from where we are to new goals. Everything that makes a person wonderful, the unique beauty from the inside out and talents is there no matter where we are in life, we may be too overcome in shame, fear or embarrassment to see it, but it doesnt mean its not there. Im proud that I can be a positive example to my children and help other people live their best life, loving who they are, THIS matters SO much to me. If you want to change your life gimmick free for life start with this.. #SelfLove #SelfRepect & #SelfBelief ~ Sara
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 04:20:27 +0000
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