I have recently come out of a relationship that has lasted for 9 months, January 15th 2014 I have met this person, we was really good friends we always knew how to make eachother smile, that was the start. January 16th 2014 we got closer than before, January 17th 2014 we became a couple. It was great, we kissed for the first time and we hugged for the first time, it felt wonderful! We never thought this day would be so magical we loved eachother every second of the day! We did cute stuff together, we bothered with people together and we shared our love with one another! But things got bad after a while 2 months in the relationship bothering with ours friends stopped... It was normal at first, I thought it would last a couple of days but it didnt... We bothered with eachother everyday not one day off literally not one day, we was okay with it 4 months in the relationship it felt like we was drifting not much but a tiny bit. We got bored of eachother but we couldnt let go of eachother, we liked it together because we still loved eachother so much that we would spend literally all our time together, May 16th 2014 my 14th birthday I got cheated on. I found out 2 weeks later, it hurt...a lot. I couldnt leave him, I forgave him straight away but I didnt want to but I loved him so much that I had to, for our sake I couldnt leave him he was my life. 7 months in the relationship we started to argue, not much and not partially bad but we still argued, we didnt like eachother and we still got bored of eachother but we still loved one another. 8 months in the relationship I got told that person didnt want nothing to do with me anymore, that killed me, it broke my heart really bad, we argued really bad, worse than before, worse than a married couple! I left him but I still lived him so much I couldnt leave him so I forgot he said that and carried on with our relationship the next hour. Almost 9 months in the relationship we stated to drift apart...a lot we argued every single day, I mean every day! That killed us, we planned to have a week off but I didnt work, the first day of the week off we missed eachother but we needed it, the second day I had a think back on how our relationship was and I thought it was bad, my friends was gone, my family didnt ask me to go no where, people looked at me different because I was always with this person and this person changed who I am, my family and friends noticed that I turned into someone different to who I actually was, I wasnt very nice! I thought I would make a changed and end this relationship to get my family and friends back! September 15th 2014 my uncles funeral, it was a really upsetting moment to arrive at my uncles beautiful funeral, I was depressing to see him being carried by my family members, this person wanted to see me he didnt know where I was, I walked out of the funeral to see him and tell him where I was going to be, we argued at the pub after the funeral, it was a tiny argument I walked off I couldnt stay there arguing after my uncle being buried, there was to much on my mind! 18th September 2014 i ended the relationship, I finally understood how much this relationship was just a complete mess up, I couldnt go through anymore pain than I was already! Today 20th September 2014 we HATE eachother, we are calling eachother over really bad! Saying really horrible things to eachother, its not a nice thing to do... But still to this day I will always love him and I will always miss our great times and maybe have a think about the bad things that happend! January 17th 2014 - September 18th 2014
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 20:51:53 +0000
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