I have spent the past few days worrying and aching for my son as I thought about how difficult and painful the next few months would be for him. I was angry that he had more battles to fight and frustrated I couldnt take them from him. I questioned my ability to do what would be required of me and I feared I was not strong enough. I worried about how swollen he would be, his pain management, isolation, postponing pre-school, and many other concerns. All of the fears and anxieties about Jaysons future and the months that lie ahead disappeared this morning as I realized the seriousness of this surgery. All that mattered, ALL that mattered, was that he got through this surgery and that I got to see his sweet eyes look up at me again. That was it. He just needed to get through. And he did... amazingly well. I refuse to worry about what tomorrow will bring and the difficulties that will come, Because right now Jayson is breathing in and out beside me. With Little Js strength, my love, and Mikes courage, we can get through ANYTHING. All that matters is hes here.
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 04:35:52 +0000
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