I have such an unorthodox slightly strained relationship with my mother and I think I still harbor subtle resentment towards her for her bad decision making when it came to money and jobs and my brother and I always ecperiencing lack in some fashion. Sometimes I get envious of others relationships with their mothers and wish things were different......but I will never have a traditional relationship with my mom mostly due to the fact that, I had to grow up quick, there isnt anything she can teach Me and I look at her as an equal. Praise God Im a loner and require little emotional support to function or Id Really have mommy issues, but the reality is its me and my feelings Holding me back not her....now that I know where the problem lies I know where to Start patching holes. I didnt even wish her happy birthday Apr 1.... is my absent mindedness about her a manifestation of my subconscious resentment I have towards her.......I think so ......I reckon I should do Sumtin for her tomorrow
Posted on: Sat, 10 May 2014 13:44:42 +0000