I keep forgetting this is FICTION baha if only us boys would think with our heads before our fists lol #TBM Part 15 Long walks on the beach Umm, dwayne why are you crying? I brushed my hand against his face and started to wipe away his tears when he took both my hands in his and told me to listen....meekz i am so sorry for hurting you. I am so sorry for letting something temporary ruin what we have. I know youve been hurting and i know your pissed off....i give you this chance to do whatever it is you feel like doing right now...whether its to stay or walk away from us then i will accept because its what i deservr for being an idiot. I just listened as he continued to talk but to cut this part short i eventually told him...dwayne as much as i am hurting and pissed at you i cant stop the fact that i love you still...so im choosing to stay in this with you only on one condition... his puppy eyes looked at me and whispered, meekz ill do anything... dwayne, you have to come back home with me. I dont care about money i just want you home and especially after whats happened here all i want from you is to come home. To my surprise he willingly and quickly accepted that condition and told me that his mum booked our flights together to leave back on the same flight later that week. I was over the moon and we fell back inlove like we were never broken from the pain he caused. *Fast and Furious to later that week* the day came for us to fly back. All his brotherhood boys were at the airport as well as his family to farewell him. I followed after dwayne hugging everyone and saying bye and when we got to mose i heard mose say in the most failed whisper he could do to dwayne this line uso im sorry for everything that doesnt change our brotherhood uce but just between u and i, i think u need to tell mikah whats really going on...yea yea uce thanks ill tell her when we get home promise uso alofa aku. I hugged mose and all he said to me was sis be strong and please look after D. Hes lucky to have a woman like you and im so sorry i almost jeopardised that. Promise me please that whatever you do you will always look out for my uso. He needs you more than you think. At this point i just wanted to poki (punch) both mose and dwayne for their hidden agenda messages. Haha we both waved everyone bye and we were off. On the plane and i decided to get some shut eye. Over and over again it played the scene at the airport with mos and D. I couldnt seem to shake it off so i asked dwayne about it. Babe what were you and mose talking about earlier when you guys said bye? He looked at me and for the first time i could sense a hint of fear in the way he looked at me. It was absolutely weird. It was nothing baby we will talk about it later ok. I gave up put my head back and went to sleep til we landed back in NZ. Dwaynes mum was there to greet and meet us. She was so happy to see us but we were both tired and hungry so we went for a bite to eat then went home to sleep. I went to mine and dwayne went to his. For the next couple of months everything was going fine. We spent almost everyday together. I was so excited cos it was getting closer to our anniversary date marking our 3rd yr together. Dwayne on the other hand started s-l-o-w-l-y changing. For a few months leading upto our anni? I noticed he kept himself distant. We went from kickin it everyday to twice or even once a week and i was immediately worried for our relationship. His phone calls would go from all day and night to one phone call every 2 days. I thought hmmm maybe hes just going through some things. I thought id surprise him, i never txt him or called him to let him know i was going over. I went over with some food and drinks for us to have some lunch only to find his car gone. Saw his mums car there so i went inside and our convo went a little something like this. Mum-oh dwaynes just gone out for the day he didnt call or txt you? Me- well thats why i came to surprise him but he isnt here. Mum whats happening to him? Hes gone from hardout txting me and what not to keeping his distance. Mum- sweety dont worry about dwayne hes ok i know its been taking a toll on you but hes ok. What about this ill get him to call you when he gets home so you guys can arrange something. I agreed then i left. I was so guttered so i text him.. dwayne idk whats going on but when you get this we seriously need to sit down enjoy some time together and also because i want you to tell me whatever it is that youve been doing cos you seem so distant. I love you baby x i got a reply straight away sorry my darling, its not you, its me. I just have some things to sort. Why dont you come over tomorrow and i promise to be all yours. Love you too boo xo i went to sleep that night and the next morning got up early got myself ready went and brought breaky and went to my boys house. He was up too getting ready, he came to me morning my beautiful lady & kissed me. Mmm felt so good we made out for a while haha i was excited for us to finally hang and spend QT time together... *DBL PITCHER LOL #J Part 16 Long walks on the beach Description. Dwayne. 6ft. Fair light skinned samoan. Cutest dimples. Cheesy smile and had a build like bob the buildups Anyways back to our story. Sorry admins its taken me awhile to finish this. Busy life = no time to write and finish it off. That last sentence of the last part though. Haha soweeee readers. #hafto spice it up here and there. So dwayne and i finally got to have some QT time together. He took me out to this park *insert name (too close for comfort to name lol) and we had a mini picnic. Went back to mine he walked to me to my front door and handed me a bag *insert shop lmao dwayne you lost whats this? Meekz. Put that on tonight and ill pick you up around 7pm k. Kissed me on the forehead and left. I got into my room turned my phone on silent for some me-time-medication....Oh Jokes...I mean Meditation!! Hahaha this is what happens when you only go school to eat your friends lunch lmao and i fell asleep. That was around 4pm. I woke up grabbed my phone looked at the time and it was 8pm. I totally forgot thanks to my medication hahaha i mean meditation lol about what dwayne said. Furthermore my phone said 40 text msgs and gazillion missed calls all from ma nigga. OOPS. Lol i laugh at it now but at the time it wasnt funny to dwayne the KJ lol i dont blame him though cos he waited until i got ready lmao. I opened the bag to get ready (after my shower) and it was a hoodie and trackpants socks and running shoes. On the back of the hoodie was his last name. I thought ummm is this guy alright???? Hahahaha i immediately thought hmmmm maybe we gonna go for a run somewhere lol. Another text came through after i got done wiv getting ready. *Fail babe haha. Im here. Come out already. I made my way out to his car where he was dressed....wait for it......in the EXACT SAME CLOTHES...HAHAHAH at this point im like what the heckkard is going on lmao he hugs me leads me to my door closes it and as he turns i see the back of his hoodie lmao it had SHES MINE wiv an arrow pointing my way hahahaha i couldnt hold my laugh in when he got into the car. *babe why u laughing? Aka soo lol Ummm our hoodies? Your so cheesy lmao *Meekz dont act like you dont like em. Shows everyone your mine and one day you will have my last name legally but for now that hoodie will suffice. *does his cheesy grin and winkz --- which always made me fall inlove over and over lol Yea ok babe if you say so..so wassup D? Are we going for a run? *something of the sort you will have to wait and see Me laughing as he starts the car and drives to a movie drive in on the east side lmao cheesy kient haha he hops out and grabs a blanket and snacks he brought to make up for lost time and for that day i went to his and he was M.I.A. he was so cute wiv his little gestures i really appreciated it. It was picture perfect lol we snuggled up in our blanket and junk food galore piggin out watching some movie that i wasnt even paying attention cos something else caught me off guard. Dwaynes breathing. At first i thought maybe ma niggaz just tired but as the movie finished and we made our way to the car he almost fell. I ran to his side and held him against the car. No words. Just tears from him and it led to me to cry too. I told him ima drive so he can rest. Walked him to the passengers side and ignored the ugly bad feeling i got when all he could do was cry when i rushed to him. I grabbed everything threw it in the back seat and got in the drivers seat. Dialled his mums number told her what happened and she suggested to bring him home. She sounded so calm and before i hung up she said meekah baby dont be afraid hes okay just bring him herr asap. I hung up trying to focus on driving and focus on dwayne. I was so overwhelmed my eyes started to get teary. It was silent and the only sounds heard were the sounds of my ratchet crying lol by the time we got home dwayne was fast asleep. I ran out got his mum and we helped him into the house. He eventually woke out of his sleep and told us hes ok. I just stood there still speechless trying to register for myself what was happening. Dwayne whats wrong? R u sick babe? Talk to me! I started to get louder as i questioned him and the more i got louder the more i started to panick and believe in the bad gut feeling that stayed. His mum told me to go wiv her in the kitchen to let dwayne have some air - i thought umm do i have stink breath or something??? Hahaha anyways i followed her and our convo went like this: Mum-meekah, please try to calm yourself before speaking next with dwayne. Me-why?I wanna be able to understand everything because what happened earlier doesnt make sense to me.I mean I noticed his breathing but I thought he was just tired.Next thing you know he almost fell.Ma whats up? Whats happening to him? *full crying at this point but still managed to hold it together Mum-Ill let dwayne tell you himself.Its not my place to tell you.Go now.Talk to him.Be soft
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 09:30:01 +0000
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