I managed to get through the life and death of my daughter and the fight with my younger daughter against C/F plus my wife had Breast Cancer when I lost my girl and the death of my Dad so I was in the fight of my life and when I lost Kylie I finally collapsed and was hospitalised and medicated with Anti Depressants and I made a mistake and went off them cold turkey after a few months and hit even lower within days and went back on them and I have been trying to work them out ever since,, yes I am placid most days but still feel some sadness at times but its like a headache tablet numbs a headache but last week my best friend died in a tragic accident and I went through all the week with his family and Sons and held it together too well, and only briefly at the funeral which I was singing at did I shed a small tear where under normal circumstances I would have been flooded with tears and sadness,,and this is what worries me is it healthy to feel like this,, not to cry when you should,, but I am too scared to go off them but in time I guess I will,,,
Posted on: Mon, 02 Sep 2013 08:04:50 +0000
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