I need a variety of opinions....I am very serious about this....its no secret that I have been full of self pitty over the last few months...seems like one thing after another has been happening...not a whole lot to towards the good....I remind myself on a daily basis that people have it much worse...people that are near and dear to me...people that amaze me with their strength..I hope Ive remained there for them because they have for me...but every day I seem to be slipping farther and farther into self pitty...I put the smile on but the timer gets shorter and shorter....Im sure some of you know what Im saying....I guess I need to know what yous do when you feel like running and never stopping....screaming until you cant scream anymore...breaking everything that can be broke.....but knowing if you run youll eventually come back to your right mind and realize you ran from everything important....if you scream to loud you might get lost in your own voice, and if you break everything that can be broken....you may have broken something priceless....Ive tried to sleep all day....that was only followed up by not being able to sleep for the next 36 hours.....no thanks....36 hours of straight thinking is a little too much. I could start a hobby, but I cant find the energy.....Im thinking as I write this the only answer is the same answer I already know....keep on keepin on because things will get better....right?
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 22:25:02 +0000