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I never i never knew i would walk this life and feel this strife the only thing knowing is my being as a child, i never knew the meaning of this void in my life that would cause me to hesitate of making any woman my wife stability wasnt a position buy a keeling as a man, i only yearn for a healing a healing of my soul praying for it to be reconstructed and made whole i always made it a habit of never relying all those childhood nightss, i can remember laying down crying all i ever wanted was to be in the arms of my father regerdless of my mother i always hoped for our bond to last uninterrupted, never explainded always feeling my existence was in vain my anger only remains souly because your wrongs were never made wright, you left as if we had a falling out or a fight you and my mom made me out of love but Lord only knows why that love was never shown when the tides got rough you rolled away with the stom leaving me sitting by the window wondering when you would return home no one knows my hurt because they didnt have to live my story, God set peace in my heart for that i give him glory as a growing man i live my life but im stilll the little boy lost. When my family broke up my happiness was the cost now all im trying to do is to find my way find peace that i can feel sane and become whole before i lose control and sell my soul unlock my heart that has been guarded for so long i really need my father to come and find his lost little boy and bring him back home
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 20:30:49 +0000

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