I still do not know why I have to undergo this extra grueling rite of passage in the form of physics and calculus. My poor brain and my fate that my parent imposed on me were a total mismatch. I was so happy when he talked about IP law without understanding what kind of sacrifice and pain such career choice entails. Did he think I am an invincible bulldozer whose intellectual power can trailblaze all academic hurdles effortlessly? When he talked about IP law, I was happy as if he would give me a sweet candy. Now, I realize he gave me a huge crushing rock to bear/lift in addition to my law school workload. I do love him nonetheless. Like a little kid, I follow in his footsteps but he is a giant and he strides away. I have small feet and I am dumb. I worry if I lose a glimpse of him. Where are you? Where are you? Where is he? I know the only way to find him back is law classes and physics. Now, another stumbling block is calculus looming ahead like a haunting ghost that beckons death knell of your overdue dream. What have you done? Why did you waste your years? Somewhere else, doing nothing, wasting time all echo, permeating the numbing air.
Posted on: Mon, 19 Aug 2013 23:19:59 +0000
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