I think I need a prayer. I am back to my anger at the nursing board for their idea of punishment for me. Ya know, its not like I went to work high. The junk stays in your system forever! I know nurses who took their patients meds, nurses who wrote out prescriptions for fake people, only to go get the meds for herself, even a man convicted of armed robbery of a convenient store.....all got less punishment than me and are all still nursing. I find it so unfair! No, I am not condoning smoking pot, but geeezzzzz, its not like I hurt anyone else!! This is the very reason Ive been so angry with the board and that witch who told me I was scum. I see lots more scum out there than me. This has been my hang up for 5 years, not the pot itself, but what I am having to endure because of it. I still feel it is not fair and days like today are going to be quite often, I am afraid. I dont think I deserve the punishment they are giving me. I will be on probation for 3 years! 3 years that no one will hire me as a nurse. Then Ive got BSN school, which is another year. I will be almost 50 by the time I am at my goal..... Guess I should have done this 5 years ago and I would be done. I just hate times like now when I feel I am not being treated fairly. Help! My bipolar is kicking my butt today!
Posted on: Wed, 23 Jul 2014 16:28:03 +0000
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