I think it is selfish to ask someone to share their life with you when so many other people have parts of theirs that you dont. I have never given all of me to anyone because being short changed is just as damaging as betrayal and the healing process is not fun. I am certain this is an area I need to grow in, but being in pieces as a person makes it difficult to give me in all to anyone. Besides, I do not know what that looks like because so many people are parts of what others have given them. So, I am working on me. Working on being complete and living the opinion of God of me and not the comforting complacency of others. This is a challenge for me because my definition of me has been so easily swayed by others, however I have done a great job of making it look otherwise and have more so lied to myself. I apologize in advanced if the seeking on my right definition makes me wrong to be a part of your life. Not my intent, but a result I am not afraid of. Peace family ~cj #xblurayne
Posted on: Sat, 03 May 2014 20:42:08 +0000