I wanted so much more for you,my sweet little baby. I wanted to change your diapers, not my life. I wanted to nurse you,not my grief. I wanted to dress you up,not bury you down. I wanted to hear the sounds of you crying for me at night, not my own sounds of me crying for you, my innocent,misconceived baby, I wanted to see YOU grow NOT the grass upon the grave, I wanted to see you sleep in the crib,not in the casket, I wanted to give you life,not death, I wanted to show you off, not alone go on. I wanted to comb your fuzzy hair, not save a lock of it, I wanted to pick up after you,not put down my dreams for you, I wanted to hold you in my arms,not this doll. I wanted to walk you late at night, not my fears. I wanted so much for you.... my newly born, newly gone child. asking for the lord to lift me up in prayers today. and thank him for blessing me with LILLY she is such a wonderful gift from heaven. I do miss owen so badly tho please just keep us in your prayers. thanks. love to all.
Posted on: Sun, 04 Aug 2013 15:33:42 +0000
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