I was consumed by the idea that i needed to prove to the world - TopicsExpress



          

I was consumed by the idea that i needed to prove to the world that i was a good person. mainly i believe it was mostly my own personal guilt and shame for the people i have hurt and the poor choices i have made that have lead to others getting hurt that drove me to this paradox. The harder i tried the less others cared for me. Lead me to a couple of different places. I became judgmental and self righteous. I tried to earn something that must be given freely without constraint. I gave until it caused problems in my personal life. bills were not getting paid exc... leading to me borrowing from others and really i was just making more of a mess of things with my so called good intentions. It lead me to see who my real friends are though. It taught me to accept myself for who i am. and how to really help others. it created a good person who doesnt need to prove to the world that hes great. I decided ill just achieve what i want and earn what i keep. and love as much as i can. Too all of you still with me thank you.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Mar 2014 19:51:07 +0000

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