I went to church today and when the pastor prayed for me he told me I cant please everyone and to make desicions about what I want to do with my life. And that I have the mind and the ability to be a successful woman. For so long Ive lived to please other and forgot about myself along the way. I could never make up my mind about anything because the people and the one person I love, their opinion matter. I have so many ideas and dreams I want to fulfill, yet for so many years J doubted myself and I settled. I settled to be with someone who wanted me to be a secret. I settled by accepting the bare minimum from others and putting my happiness aside. That all changes today. It took me a long time and it wont be easy and it wont happen overnight but Im letting it all go. Im going to live to please Emily Parrish and try my best to please God. And as I start my journey I have to let some people go along the way, people who I loved more than I loved myself but in the end it will all be worth it. My happiness means so much to me and I will work hard, remain humble, and fall in love with me and be happy and content with Emily. I love the woman Im becoming and although I know Ill cry many nights along the way but Emily is important to me and she deserves world đ
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 03:08:30 +0000
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