I wonder what it feels like to wake up and not have the first thing on your mind is mom ok? Did dad do something to mess with her already rapidly deteriorating health? I wonder what it feels like to be able to ask everyone to leave me alone for a minute without having to worry about if Ive just added to their already stacked up feelings of sadness neglect and insecurities. I wonder what its like not to worry about the person in you heart all the time because of your faith, there were barriers, and is too far away to watch in silence. I wonder what its like to see the people around you smile without sadness. I wonder when i will smile whole hearted ly again without thoughts of a sad reality making it fade again. And i wonder.....what its like to sit and watch the the stars in the beautiful sky and be surrounded by happiness and the air freedom without a price. I wonder.....
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 12:10:49 +0000
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