I would like to spread a female fan mail with you... I guess she is not the only one who has this kind of feelings? Sometimes I just want to give up and go back to the old lifestyle I had of not caring what I ate. I know I can never do that now. Loosing all this weight has been an amazing experience for myself and I will never regret doing it. There have however been some negatives… I now constantly obsess over what I eat and how often I workout. It takes over my head all the time and I hate it. I just want to be able to go get ice cream with my boyfriend and not feel like shit afterward. I don’t know if I am the only one who feels like that… I can’t treat myself and splurge every now and then. It doesn’t work like that for me. I have insecurities still and want them to go away so bad. Loosing 115 pounds is hard for a body to recover from. Loose skin is my biggest weakness right now. I have such a low body fat percentage and have so much muscle, but you can hardly tell under all my loose skin. My abs would show if I did not have that layer of skin covering them. The only way now to fix it is through surgery and I told myself at the beginning of all this I wanted to be 100% natural and I don’t know if i consider surgery natural. My breasts are not the same anymore, they don’t look youthful and I am so insecure about them. My boyfriend has no problem with them, but he does not see what I see. I just don’t know if I am the only one with these problems.. Any advices for her?
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 02:00:00 +0000
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