Id like to present my story to the select audience so that they may know the other side of all of this. If any of this has a rhythmie feel to it then your understanding where Im coming from. . So, enjoy. -raheim dunnaway *p.s. I recently lost part of me that I feel will never come back, its not a bad thing and its not a good thing either. But its just something to deal with before everything is said and done. I dont like to ever finish a book halfway. Neither should an audience. * Starting out, all this was amazing, making plans for each other every day talked so much that Id end up forgetting what to say. Singing and dancing together and having a blast, is now nothing and beginning to be a thing of the past. Telling you what I want never meant a thing if you really look at it and see there was never any progress or hope for you to even try to get it. But you never realize that I cant always do whats meant for more more people than me to do. Its always been you thats on my mind, and thats saying a lot seeing as I have mad adhd in my mind. You began to feel as though I could never make you happy anymore and I developed a habit. One that made me feel better when I think about it. Making visions inside my mind to take me back to the days that used to be. And now the progression has ended and all I have to say on the subject is: shes all you could have ever wanted, and thats all that I ever wanted. And I seen no since in trying talk, So I go outside to take a walk. because I know, these feelings could soon turn to thoughts and this whole situation is neither one to fault. and I understand that you want to live youre life and Id hope youd have an idea that I also want to live mine. I did what I felt was more than enough to help this situation to get out of this rut, and it seems to be working but its not enough, youd say I ruin things but all of this is never a one sided issue. Missing you was small comparing If you would have been more conservative to all the things Id go through for you. Doing way too many things that go unnoticed and not a single thank you for it until things start looking shady and hopeless. So I hope that all this was for nothing and you finally understand that I i am greatful for what we had. And I know that the written word means nothing to you but for me its all I have.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 04:13:01 +0000
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