Im at a loss for words. Ive come to a point where my life is ripping me at the core and Im fighting whether or not to go down. Its been 1,461 days, or in other words four years of pure and utter hell. I recognise people have their own issues and have not found solutions and I understand the world does not revolve around me. But for one day, out of those 1,461 I want it to be alright to just say how Im feeling. I want you all to listen and try your best to fit into my shoes for an instant. I am supposed to be going to Moncton for a speciality MRI in a private clinic and hopefully get the answers we will need to properly diagnose me further and treat me once and for all, without me feeling like a foreign, second class, freak pod of a citizen. Im not religious, I dont know what I believe in so that makes me agnostic. But Im just asking you to pray that we get the answers to the tests and I dont have to continue living in the wretched pain both physically and emotionally. My brain simple cant go on much longer at this rate. I need help. And im leading down a suicidal path. So please dont give up on me. I need to survive for my sister and brother because I value them more than anything. I cant take this pain much longer.
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 23:55:35 +0000
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