Im not one for public displays or speaking out Im usually very private but the truth is Ive battled for 2 and 1/2 long years with an eating disorder. Ive been so ill to and from hospital and spending the whole of this year in 2 specialised units in Sheffield & Leicester. Ive been thru hell with this mental illness and even lost friends from hating myself and shutting myself away. Ive destroyed my body and been carried into hospital twice in the middle of the night and all I could think of was being thin meant more than anything else. It consumed me and took over my life. But finally and for the second time Ive been discharged and Im on the road to recovery . I know its not gonna be easy and every day will still be a battle but I want a life thats free from guilt. I want to be happy Ive missed a lot of my teenage years but now Ive got some making up to do! I feel strong for the first time in so long .. Im getting my life back. The only good thing to come from anorexia is meeting these amazing people and I hope our friendships last forever.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 17:09:18 +0000
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