Im putting this out there gor everyone to see...I really dont care what anyone thinks...at this point.. i hope you will stumble upon it. What i did was in your eyes very wrong, and you say you can no longer trust because of it...but truth be told i only feel regret because it pushed you completely out of my life....I dont think what i did was wrong, its like saying the truth is wrong....you say i acted out of anger...however ive never acted out of anger toward you...IT was all heartbreak...i hoped you would see how badly you were hurting me...I Loved you from The very beginning....i let go of my fears and reservations and i let you in....honestly the only woman i have ever let in....and you knew it...how could you have ever meant a single thing you said to me??? how could you have lead my heart on for so long knowing the issues i have dealt with....what did i ever do to you that made you treat me so horribly....I treated you with the most respect...like a queen..like a precious diamond...i gave you the most important gift i ever could, my trust, my heart...and you just shit it all away like it was yesterdays garbage....I understood your dillema..I understood the issues...I asked very little from you in return....you said i broke ur trust by doing what i did....but honestly...has it affected anything....no one lost anything except....me.... now not only do i have to look back and relive the pain of losing true love...i also have to believe that everything you said was nothing more than an elaborate lie.....how many times did you have to let me go before it came to this...before i realized i loved you truly?? many..MANY...now im left living my life not only heartbroken and sad, but also knowing that. at any moment, if you were to come back in my life...i would let you, you were everything right in my life,
Posted on: Tue, 18 Jun 2013 06:45:22 +0000
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