Im sorry. Really. For all the pain Ive caused you. I know that we didnt end up in a good way. Ive hurt you so bad. Deep inside, youre hating every part of me. Its all my fault. Im sorry. I gave up on us. I took you for granted. I didnt take the chance to go an extra mile with you. Weve been through a lot. It took us four years to build our relationship. I was serious about you. We were so in love with each other. But every love story has its own ending. Ours is this time. Ours was perfectly imperfect. Ours was tragic. Ours was painful. Im sorry. I wasnt able to keep my promise. It was so hard to be in a long distance relationship with you. And I know it was harder on your part. Everything was harder for you. I lived my life. I went out with friends. I got drunk. At times, I messed up without you knowing a thing. And the lies went on. It had become a habit because I was too scared to tell you things. And you caught me off guard. You found what seems to be not right. But no. I loved you and you only. I could swear that it was true. I cared for you. Im sorry. I just realised that our relationship was going nowhere. Its getting even harder for us to live up what we have everyday. The miles that set us apart were felt more and became apparent. We lived different lives. Youre working to earn for a living for us. But I didnt want that. I even warned you when you were deciding of going overseas to work. Im sorry. I cant endure anymore the everyday pain thinking I couldnt touch you. I couldnt kiss you. I couldnt hold your face and say my I love yous. Im sorry but I fell out of love. I got tired of all the arguments we had. I gave up. Im sorry. We had broken strings before we even broke up. We were just waiting for that sad moment. But I did love you. Please dont ever doubt that. Its you whom I gave and entrusted my heart. Im just taking it back. Im sorry. Now, I want you to live a life you deserve to. A life without me. I wasnt ready for this and still trying to be ready. Not too soon. Im sorry. Someday our roads will cross again. I just hope we could still smile at each other. Our relationship has taught me a lot. These lessons will always be in my heart and the person who made me learn them will always be dear to me. Im sorry but this is good bye. I love you and will always will.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 10:55:14 +0000
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