Im sorry Sailor Moon, truly. All I could leave you with was something to die, like the love I had for you; which still burns a hole in my heart, so to speak. What we had was divine, it was special. Its something to let go; that others wish they couldve had. Its why people have hated us, and tried to tear us apart, and they can say Im anything, they can take my ego or image, they can try to say who I am, but theyll never take my pride for life, and love Ive always feared. When you believed in me, we had the best times, and I told you, to be Patient. I told you to be Kind. We didnt need to be like anyone else, with the drama, and getting around to other people. Giving up, but saying it was truly something. I tried to keep as textbook as I could feel, for how I felt. I know it gets hard, or you wouldnt have tried, all these years to get to me, but you proved, your actions, and intentions arent to be trusted, and I knew I could find something more to me. I was just scared of the thought of losing again. You can say youre human, you can compare yourself, to anything you want, but I believed in you much greater. You were an Angel too me. The one out of all these girls I met; which makes me feel shameful, but just couldnt let go. We couldve done anything in the world, and weve proved this. I watched you. You were the best dancer in this town. Ive always worried about you a lot. I guess for more than youve laid me in my grave, you brought me out of shell I inhibited, and I cant quite forgive you for your actions; mistakes. I couldnt be in your life again. Its only held me back; trying to find the love that mattered to me most. I tried my best, I stayed true as I could, I never gave up, but what did you expect from me?? All I can say, is that I understand. One day. I hope these words reach you. You mustnt give up. Each day, is beautiful. Each night, was better on your own. I wanted to change the world with this love, and well, no one would ever have to believe it, but with all my anxiety created, you should know its true every day, Lets just keep it a secret.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 10:02:37 +0000
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