In MY head? You want to know about whats going on inside MY head?? This is a question I have avoided and or rarely touched upon. Aside from the shenanigans, the quest to be best, the explosions, the fire, the parties, the music, the cars, the dances, raves, and clubs, here is what is really going on. Language, is the one thing we have for communication, whether this be a written, spoken, action, emotion, or expression, the latter of which are mostly universal and depict mood, thoughts, and subliminal messaging. Language is inspiring, much more now than whence we were required to learn Shakespeare within high school. His works have become inspirational, much similarly to that of the works of many other great unspoken or unheard of novelists. Though I would love to read these wonderful works I simply have not the time to do so. My mind is moving a thousand threads a second, and while most are just thinking about how good the music at the club is, I am thinking of how their entire sound system works, where the optimal placement is for their subwoofers (and where to place them such to make the experience better), how many lights they have, laser, pots, moving heads, gobos, strobes, etc, are they DMX controlled, how about the fog machine?, Why does the DJ have XX equipment, he should really use YY, its way better. And when asking all of these questions within my mind I am continually answering them. There is a lyric for any mood, any moment, any word, and most phrases. Most I can relate to you a song within about 2-5 seconds, others may take up to 20 though this is rare. Ask me not how I can do this as I cant even remember what I ate for breakfast that day yet I can collaborate and orchestrate a cognitive musical response. Memory, likely where I am lacking, something I have lost back in high school and have not yet reacquired nor found. Short term, names and faces, methods, formulas, etc. I dont remember. All I do remember is HOW to re-find and/or re-acquire said information. Whether it is as simple as looking up a name on facebook to remember a face, or it is deriving my own formulas upon a test because the memory is not there but there is known a method of how to write or acquire said formulae. There is no set script for life, the choices we make affect us tomorrow, and whether we want to live large in the moment or live better later, perhaps for longer. Respect and reputation is all we can hope to gain. Learning, trusting, helping, and earning. Respect for others and their beliefs, their thoughts, and their opinions. An opinion is simply and strictly that, only a view set about within ones mind to depict a specific situation or thread of events, moment, or otherwise, to express ones feelings and/or emotions upon said thoughts. I could never write songs because they would be too profound, too meaningful, too perfect. Too inspirational, too emotional, too much of a great thing is not always a great thing. I honestly have no idea where I am going with this, as I cannot recall my complete nor desired intentions I had whence I started to write this out, but if I could say one thing which everyone would take to heart and life, it would be this: Be yourself, dont be something you are not, strive to be the best at what you can, which may not be everything. Expand your capabilities, break past your boundaries and walls, soar above anything and everything which may get in your way, and never stop dreaming of ways to make things better :)
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 22:57:40 +0000
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