Insert # 14 Ndazixelela ukuba soze ndiphinde ndigoduke tuu, ngenxa yamagama athethwe ngumama, bt my Brother Nqobile he kept on calling me, endicenga ukuba mandibuye he wanna see me, so I decided to obey him. Ndagoduka I was full of anger and attitude, I met my mother on a third day after an incident. Mom “bbe uryt malv” Me “ndiryt mama” Mom “akakulimazanga?” Me “oh plz mom don`t pretend as if you care there is no need to pretend” Mom “I do care sana lwam” Me “Oh! Really?” do you? Mom “yep I do care bt wena awunokuyazi lonto yazi istress ebendinaso khange ndilale after undixelele” Me “I am not intrested just save your words mom” Mom “Mihlali wena awunakwazi ukuba ndiva kabuhlungu kanjani since you were born zange ndonwabe mna le nto ikwehleleyo ndiyayazi nam” Me “ so uthi ndithini ke mama” oh one more thing kuba ndiyabona ukuba awundithandi tuu ndicela undixelele utata wam maybe yena uzokhathala ngam uzondiphatha okwe qanda Mom “ don`t even go there just focus kulemeko ojongene nayo” Me “ mama ndicela uyeke ukuba nedrama inye qha into endiyicelayo kuwe andiceli mali yakho I just wanna know my biological father do you think it`s easy ukukhula without knowing your true identity? Mhm my andithi uyamazi owakho utata ukuba wamgcwaba and wakhuliswa nguye what about me mom? Do you wana see me happy? I even doubt that you really loves me? Since ndakhula akukho kwanto endingayikhomba ndithi ndayithengelwa nguwe, what have I done to you lento undicaphukela kangaka? Mhm, or utata wam wakuvisa ubuhlungu? So if is that the case I am innocent mna, uthi ndinguye manyhani umntwana wakho? If so why you didn`t abort me? Why you fed my while I was young? Why ungazange undishiye esibhedlela ke xa wawungandithandi? Why, mama why, why. Qho xa ndisehlelwe zizinto ezimbi awundi-support awundiniki namazwi la enkuthazo.i just wana know why mama? Mom “ufuna ndithi ke mna? ndiphendule le mibuzo ondibuza yona?” Me “ ewe nje mama uyayiva nje nawe ukuba yimibuzo le” Mom “zabe zisehla iinyembezi, Mihlali soze u- Undertander so ndicela ukungakuphenduli” Me “I wish you could say something maybe I will feel better” Mom “ one day I will tell you why” Me “ oh! My God I wish” nokuba bendifile moss kuba awukhathali wena Nqobile “ plz don`t say that again, you are a mentor, friend and pillar of strength, you are everything to me, you are my mother, my sister you are my everything, when ndingenanto ndiphelelwa ngamandla endleli, you give me hope and streagth, Mihlali I need you as I need water and air if you can die I will die too” Me “zabe zisehla iinyembezi, I won`t die mntase, the reason I breath kungenxa nje yakho mntase otherwise……, but then ke you are everything to me, you are the source of my joy” Mom “ nakum ngokunjalo Mihla ndiyakuthanda qha nam andizenzi yindlela endakufumana ngayo ebangela ukuba kube nje” Me “wandifumana njani?” Mom “cwaka” Me “mama plz torho say something am old enough now ndizoku -understander” Mom “cwaka “ Me “mama, mama, mama” Mom “cwaka zehla iinyembezi” Me “hee hayike ngoku mama thula torho mama wam endimthandayo” Nqobile “Makazi musa ukukhala” Ntembeko (ngubhuti wam oza emva kwam) “Mama thula torho uxelele uMihlali le nto afuna ukuyiva” Mom “ Cwaka, wasukuma wasishiya apho waye eroomin yakhe wavala ucango walala”
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 15:22:24 +0000
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