It is so so hard to hold my anger, hatred in when have a sons father like I do. It is so great when we r (getting) along. And have ALOT OF SECRETS between us. And when I am (DOING HIMopps What he Wants. Then I stand up for myself again and tell him I am nOT his doormat. As soon as I stand up for myself and treat him as he does me, when I not doing as he says.. Then has my son telling me what he is saying. And my son telling me to shut my mouth as soon as he picks up the phone. Just being DISRESPECTFUL AS HELL. Yes, then told to learn how to control my son.. Hmmm? How am I going to correct him and punish him for being ignorant and saying all the ignorance and disrespectful shit to me when he is with me. THEN,, WHEN HE GETS WITH HIS FATHER it Is Acceptable. Oh. Then. My Mom txting him behind my back, smiley faces after every single text. And has taken his side for the first day. She met him some 13-14yrs ago. I am NIT GOING TO DO AS HE SAYS... HE CAN TELL ME THAT U WILL NEVER SEE IZIAH AGAIN. IZIAH KNOWS I LOVE HIM THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS. USUALLY WHEN Y EX IS FIGHTING WITH HIS GF AT THE TIME HE TAKES IT OUT ON ME. SO I GIVE IT A FEW DAYS AND HE WILL UN BLOCK MY PHONE. . THANKFUL HIS MOTHER lets me talk to my son. But in EVERYONES EYES I AM A P. O. S. AND ALWAYS WILL BE. NO MATTER HOW FAKE THEY SEEM TO BE TO MY FACE. YOU KNOW HOW PPL ARE FOR REAL. AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THAT POS.... FUNNY HOW THE SECRET WE HAVE HAPPEN SO MUCH. NO ONE KNOWS . I SHOULD have stuck to my guns after 6 7yrs you get tired of begging. Never again. When I do tell the truth oh it goes back to I am. A POS. AND HORRIBLE PERSON. HE WAS RIGHT THERE FOR ALL OF IT EVEN WHEN I WAS WIT BEN... IDC I SHOULD NOT Blast this. But Idc.. And ones that were around. Know what it is.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 23:44:04 +0000
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