Its a long one but please read it. I have had a lot of people comment, message, text and call. Tons of people have reached out to me with prayer and encouraging words. I am very thankful for that. You all keep telling me keep your head up, things will work out. Kinda like I deserve for it to. I just want to say I absolutely want restoration of my marriage. BUT I dont deserve it. If Jess never talks to me again it would be better than I deserve. What I have put her through in the last almost 2 years and even before that....... I have not been a man nor a good husband. I just want to say it so everyone knows without a doubt I CAUSED THIS. She fought for 20 months to restore our marriage. I ran. I was a selfish stubborn person. I ran from God too. God snuck back into my heart almost 2 months ago and really started working on me. Then bam he showed me what a fool I have been. I want to ask again for prayer. Tomorrow is a big day for my family. Im praying it will be a step towards restoration. Either way it goes I will praise God. His plan is and always will be better than mine. I know he will use this situation to benefit someone. Thats worth it to me. Thank God for his forgiveness. Thank you all for your support.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 17:50:43 +0000
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