Its been a while since Ive written something so deep. Cheers everyone. I hope you enjoy. Just one of those days or another one of those nights when youre so broken down you almost give up your fight. Feeling defeated, so beaten an bruised, a few simple words make it feel like you lose... Your mind is spinning, your stomach in knots, your heart is racing on as you give in to those thoughts. Take away the pain, the hurt and the fear. One moment of silence before you burst into tears. Nobody loves you, you hear in your head, these thoughts are so brutal you wish you were dead. But you brush away your tears, you lift up your chin, fight against your inner demons for tonight they wont win. You wage this battle growing more weary and tired, day in and day out circumstances becoming more dire. You feel all alone in the darkness surrounding, your only company foul thoughts that keep on astounding. You suffer in silence but youre not alone, there are so many others who search for a home. Not a building, or structure but something more real, find a home in other people, who help you to feel. They show you the happiness, compassion and love, there is someone who cares for you, something you are no longer deprived of.. All the emotions you crave will soon be delivered, just hold on a while longer itll soon all be clearer. When you get to the bottom dont let it keep you down, the only ways up, and a way can be found. Your heart will be racing, beating and pounding hard, a rhythm that pushes you yard for yard. To live and to fight each and every day, but your breathing is laboured, the pain all that remains. But pain isnt bad it just shows us youre alive, theres a reason youve made it, you have yet to die. So you keep on fighting, keep ignoring those thoughts, your life is worth living, you are the boss. Its all up to you to seek the help that you need, a true friend will be there, even when you bleed. Theres is someone to stand with you, to help pick you back up. Dont be afraid though this time may be trying, its okay to move on even if youre still crying. Step by step you will make it through and through, so many have done it and you have my faith in you. As a friend, an ally, or a shoulder to cry on, my heart is open to you as each new day dawns.
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 22:08:25 +0000
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