Its not just September 13th that I think about it..Sometimes its just running into someone and we start remembering together..But sometimes its just seeing the rain or a rainbow..And today its just waking up and being alone in this house..I can feel you all around me but I cant touch you..And reality sinks in all over again that youre too far from my reach because you were ripped from all of our lives 5 yrs ago.. I thought time would ease the pain..And although your memory brings a smile to my face.. The fact that I will never see your smile until my time comes also brings tears to my eyes and breaks my heart all over again..Ill never forget that phonecall..the voice on the other end telling me you were gone..telling me I wouldnt be able to hug you or see you anymore..I never knew what physically feeling your heartbreak felt like until that moment..I couldnt stop questioning why? Why you? Why your family? Why did we all have to suffer this great loss? I questioned my faith for a very long time after that day, right up until the moment my son was born, thats when I knew gods will and your spirit, because I felt you with me in that operating room just like I feel you with me today..you were easing my mind as you guided my son into this world safely.. I can never thank you enough for the memories you left me with lo..I can never thank you enough for the smiles, laughs and fun times, but most of all I can never thank you enough for just being the great person you were to all of us.. I see you in your son and I smile and cry because I know you are with him and you are helping him become a great man just like you are but I ache for him because I can feel the sorrow in him as he longs for you..It goes without saying that you are with him today as you are with all of us, but I do ask that you touch his heart and mind and put him at ease..What more can I say Darnell, you were a great father, an adoring son and one of the best friends anyone could ask for..I miss you everyday lo, I miss everything about you, and I always will..But you know that I will always love you and remember you everyday Im on this earth..You are my angel, you are my smile, you are my light when Im struggling to find my way..Te quiero mucho mi amor y te voy a extrañar todo los días de mi vida..visitar mis sueños..quiero ver mi angelito, te mando besos y brazos..descansa en paz papi
Posted on: Sat, 13 Sep 2014 13:00:09 +0000
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