Ive never really understood what it was like to loose a parent, until it was me. So many sleepless nights. I miss my dad more than anything, I would do anything to feel his strong arms around me again. Or even to hear his voice again. The pain is unbearable. And sometimes I have to choke the tears back. Because I have to stay strong for my brothers and sister. Its very hard. Its a pain that cant be described in words. My dad was my best friend. We did everything together. I turned to him for everything. And now. Im scared. Because now I dont have him to turn to anymore. The memories of us play in my head constantly. Sometimes I can literally feel my heart shatter. It all happened so fast and I wish I would have gotten to say goodbye. Ill never forget that night at the hospital. When you gave me a hug and kissed me on the forehead. And told me everything was gonna be alright. That you were gonna be okay. But it wasnt like that at all. You would always tell us kids if cancer didnt kill me today, its not killing me tomorrow you always tried so hard to stay strong for us kids. And Ive never ever seen someone as strong as you daddy. Not once did you doubt yourself. You always had a positive attitude. Everyone loved you so much. You did everything for us kids. Us kids came before anything. I can definitely say. You were the best dad ever and I couldnt have asked for a better dad. I miss you so much and theres not a day that goes by that I dont think of you. Your memories leave me lying awake at night. Rest well up there. I love you to pieces.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 21:40:48 +0000
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