Jhut bolna to kafi had tak asan tha lekin us jhut ko apne sath leke jina bahat hi jyada muskil tha. Mene Mehek ko jhut to boldia or usne bhi mujhe puri tara believ karlia.Ye meri jit nahi ek tarah ki har thi, mene us insan se jhut bola jise me pyar kartatha,jo mujhe sache dil se biswas kartithi.Situation esi hochuki thi ke piche lautne ki or umid nahithi.us rat humne karib 5am tak bat ki about our problems families etc etc ,or waha se hum ek dusre ke sath bilkul free hogaye ...we became very good friends..!! ye sab emotional drama hone ke bad ek bahat hi majedar incident hua,aja b sochta hu to bahat hasi ati hai. Itni bate karne ke bad hum dono bahat hi bhuke the islie dono ne doodh pilia rat ko hi, or subh......hum dono ki jo halat hui pucho mat. Us rat ke bad meri no no....sirf meri nahi humari jindegi badal gayi. Me or wo se hum dono hum hochukethe. Me to use pyar karta hi tha or wo....pata nahi uske dil me mere lie sympathy tha ya pyar ya ...?? Ab se wo mera bahat ache se khayal rakhne lagithi , jab v wo subh tuitions ke lie jati to ane ke bad roj hum dono ke lie kuch na kuch khane ke lie le ati. Or fir hum sath sath khate.Fir mere se bahat sari bate karti, hum lunch v karte ek sath. I must tell u she is a brilliant cook, hamesa kuch na kuch banati he, or fir me wo sab ek bhuke kutte ki tara khajata. Me esi esi chise v khusi se khajata tha jinhe me kabhi v ghar pe chuna v pasand nahi kartatha...Kisine sach hi kaha he love makes you do anything.Fir hum hamesa sam ko shopping me jate,uski ek bahat achi adat h, everyday kuch na kuch shopping karna, achi islie kyuki uske sath shopping karne ke time me uske sath jitna waqt gujarpaya wohi sabse ehem pal tha humare pyar ke lie. Us har ek pal ka me behad izzat kartahu , wo mere lie hamesa hamesa ke lie bahat khas rahenge. Ab mujhe use kuch dene ke lie ya puchne ke lie saram nahi ata tha, me jab bhi tuitions jata use puch ke jata ke use kya chahiye? fir sam ko bahat sari bate,fir wo rat var padhai karti to me uske sath jaga rehta,kavi use entertain karta, kabhi uske sath masti karta,or fir sone time use ek special type massage chahie hotithi....jo ke mene ek do bar try kia or use pasand v agaya.Ye sab kaam Madhab ka tha par wo absent tha to...sab mujhe hi karna pada.All thanx to Manoj n Nirab. Me uske sath itna khus tha wo 10din me vagwan se prathna karne laga ke Nirab or Manoj kavi na aye. Ek din me tution gayatha or ane ke bad Nirab ko room me ate dekh mujhe bilkul v acha nahi laga. Us din jab me wapas aya to Mehek ka pura attention Nirab ke or tha jo ke jayas he, lekin in sab me mein khudko bahat akela feel karne laga, mujhe ese laga ki ab Mehek mujhse fir wese hi bat nahi karegi , tym nahi bitaegi...or me thoda dukhi hogaya. Then me apna bistar apne bed pe lagane laga or Nirab apne. Sab apni apni classes or schedule me busy hogaye or me v, Mehek v. Par jesa mene socha wese kuch nahi tha Mehek mujhe time detithi par utna nahi jitna pehle...par Manoj or Nirab v to the.... Par me Mehek ke sath pehle jese formal hogaya. Mujhe fir se usko ek bat kehne ke lie sau bar sochne padtethe. But ye sab jyada dino tak nahi chala bcz Mehek ke sath sath me nirab or madhab ke v kafi close hogaya...Wo log v mere lie bahat important hogaye. Or uske bad hum charo itne maje karte ke koi thikana nahi rehta..!!Rat Rat var hum log bat karte,playing cards khelte, movies dekhte or bahat maje karte..!! Sab ek dusre ke lie jese best buddies the, lekin is bich mujhe Mehek se bole hue jhut ke lie rojana natak v karna padtatha, jab ke mujhe khud v pata nahi tha ke karna kya hai?? ek or me sochtatha kese Mehek ko sare sach batadu, kyuki me khudko ek jhuthe jese accept nahi karparahatha or dusri or Mehek ko khone ka dar...ese hi din chaltegaye or mene decide kiya Mehek ko me ye jhut kavi v kisi v halat me nahi bataunga...par andar se me bahat guilty feel kartatha. Fir Mehek ko is jhut ko jyada mane ke lie mene same chis Madhab or Nirab ko bataya, or wo log to.....wo log bahat hi saaf dil ke the or me ache logo se jhut bolrahatha....galat karrahatha or janta v tha ki ye galat hai, par me kisi b halat me apne pyar ko khona nahi chahta tha. Mere bare me ye janne ke bad Madhab or Nirab v mere lie bahat caring hogaye,mujhe un dono se koi lena dena nahi tha lekin i must say they both are very good persons. Me tab v khudko is chis ke lie kosrahatha or sach kahu to aja tak khudko maaf nahi karpaya par me lyf me itni bar har chukatha ke or ek har mere lie maut ke samaan tha..!! Is jhut se meri puri life badal gayi. Me dusro ki ichao ke lie apni ichao ko todnewala honest insan se ache sarif logo ke feelings ke sath khelnewala DHOKEBAAZ banchukatha. Khudko or khudke nasib ko har samay kosnewala ronewala innocent sa boy se smart happy n cool guy banchukatha , jise ek ladki se behisab pyar hogaya tha or wo ladki use love nahi par like jarur kartithi...!!
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 10:21:44 +0000
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