Kungo Musa – Chapter 9 When I woke up, I noticed that I had panic attacks. I didn’t even want uSizwe aye – ebathroom andishiye ndendwa, Ibingathi ezazidlwengu zizongena futhi. Sizwe: baby you need a change of environment, let me phone uMa, maybe singabe sixhwarha pha ekhaya while looking for a place of our own. I gave him a look, ndingayikholelwa ke le ayithethayo. Sizwe: I know Baby, you are not best friends, but this is a different set up altogether, you need someone one- experience who will know how to handle this, nam ndiziqinise nje I don’t know if ndenza zona. I know she’s been hostile towards you, but baby she is my mom ndiyamazi, she is not that bad. May be this will bring you guys closer. Me: Sizwe ungahamba wena, when this happened ubungekho anyway, ubu- busy utatamisa nala mamakho ozigulisayo. Hamba maan hamba. You know very well if sikhe sahlala kokwenu ngekhe ndikufumane ukuphumla empilweni yam and wena soze ukwazi tu ukuphuma . Akandifuni morc umamakho icace gca lonto akayifihli what will change overnight? Bendinomsindo yhoo, qha ndiwukhuphela emntwini owrongo. I hated this rape thing, I hated what had become of me, being too fragile. I hated Sizwe’s mom tantrums.I knew lamama ebezokuthi make sure that I don’t recover from this at all. Sizwe: You are being unreasonable Lisakhanya, How was I suppose to know ukuthi this was going to happen to you ? She is my mom, I had to attend to her last night xa ndisiva ba uyagula morc, nawe ubozokwenza njalo kowakho umama andithi ? I asked you last night if are you fine na ukuthi ukuthi ndihlale kwesasibhedle, wavuma and you encouraged me to look after her to make sure ukuthi u-right. He paused . Do you have any clue of how I feel right now ? ukuthi I was not here to protect you ? Ufuna ndithini maan? Tell me Love I came back to my senses ukuthi I was really unfair kuSizwe. I was hurting him with my words. He’s been nothing but good to me. I’ll be driving him away if I keep nagging him with his mom tactics, which is exactly what his mother wants.I can’t give in to her schemes. Me: Baby I am so sorry, Forgive me Love. Ibuhlungu yonke lento kum. I am looking for someone to blame, and we both know ayo- fault yethu. But please Love reconsider, I can’t go to your mom’s house, I know she will not have a change of heart. I need to heal baby in peace. Sizwe: its fine baby we wont go. I am sorry Lisakhanya too for what happened to you, please don’t ever doubt into yokuba ndiyakuthanda, as far I am concerned nothing has changed, you are still my nuntsununtsu, watsho endiphuza Yhoo I pushed him , kakubi kanjani , Bendingekho right tuu, I was not ready to be kissed at all. Sizwe: Eish , these Bastard ! This is going to be a long road baby of healing, kuzofuneka u-attende i-counsilling. I won’t force you ukuthi siye khaya. Let’s go for a short holiday ke, even if it’s a week. Just to get out of Joburg and this room. Durban or EC ? don’t you want to go ezilalini kulo Tata eAlice? Me: Mmmmm, akukude ngeloxesha, ezilalini sounds good kodwa, sohamba nini ke ? I also need to get away from i-City life for a change . Ndikhe ndiyomamela iinkomo neenkuku xa zikhala ekuseni. Sizwe: Asilali apha tonight baby, sizo driver ubusuku obu. sizoya emsebenzini wakho ngoku uyofaka i-leave , we’ll go and look for a flat kula New development, ba bekusiya ngam andisafuni silale apha anymore naxa sesibuyile, then we’ll go and check uMa before driving to eEC, kaloku ndimshiye nje esibhedlele izolo. Ibindidina ke le yokuyojikela kuMa, but I didn’t want to appear as if ndi - Anti umamakhe . Talking of the devil, she phoned, Sizwe put her on the speaker. Maka Sizwe: Oh umntwanam , u-right kodwa baby kamama, ndiyakukhumbula maan toto , u-right kodwa ? Sizwe:Ndiyakuva sowuphilile ungumqabaqaba igqabi leviniga, for the last time Ma stop calling me uBaby tuu, u- Baby ligama lam no Lisakhanya esibizana ngalo. Maka Sizwe: Andizokuyilandela lento uyithethayo, I am in a good mood to allow anybody to dampen my spirit. Uphi umolokazana wam webhongo , ngubani kanene Liza, Lizzy ,Lisa, Unjani ? Sizwe: Kuncedakele wagula, wena ubuze okokuba uLisa unjani ? anyway ulapha ecamkwam , ungumqabaqaba naye njengawe Maka Sizwe: Oh Sizwe: Is that all you can say ? Oh ? Do you want to say hi to her Maka Sizwe: No no no , Bye Bye I have to go Sizwe: Ma yima , sizodlula ngapho nomolokazana wakho webhongo, please prepare your speciality ke now that uphilile, uthe ugqirha ibiyintoni phofu ? uMaka Sizwe dropped the phone engamphendulanga . Saske sajongana, uSizwe wanyusa amagxa. Sizwe: unedrama ke umakaSizwe, if ubumbonile Love esibhedlele ebethethela ezantsi etshothoza. I agree with you ngokubusithi ebezigulisa. He just wanted i-attention from me. Sahleka , we attended to our things as planned . I told my Manager what happened, I had to, I needed sometime off. He was so sympathic, I knew uBeauty will spread the news anyway. I was gearing myself up ukuthi Ill be hearing people whispering behind my back . Siphumile emsebenzini, sofuni ndawo yokuhlala. We managed to secure a two bedroom flat by paying i-deposit, besizaku – mover in immediately xa sibuyile eholdeyini. Sizwe logged in to his laptop , was submitter ileave naye, He phoned and informed his manager as well ukuthi uthathe i-leave. We also phoned u- detective who was handling my case, just to check if akazokundi - needer ngale veki sizakube sihambile ngayo. Wathi No, if there is any thing, he’ll phone. So izinto bezimi ngecala. I was looking forward to be go away , khe ndijongane neentaba and allow God’s nature to heal me . Sizwe suggested that we pack our bags before siyodlula kumamakhe, sihambe nazo singabisa buyela back e-Dobsonville to save time, nokuthi singahambi ebusuku kakhulu Sizwe: Baby the way ayi-drope ngakhona umama i-phone the time bendithetha naye, I doubt uzokupheka. Please prepare something to eat Love, simke sityile Ndavuma . I prepared something lite, satya. Me: Baby before sihambe I need to confront uBeauty. My love there is absolutely no way I could have opened the door last night if it was not Beauty who was knocking. I know her voice. Sizwe: Do you really need to do this Love ? Me: Yes baby, I need to, not for the police case, but for myself. I want her to look me in the eye and tell me that I am lying again or I’m paranoid. Sizwe: Ok , ungahamba ke Love, Ndaske ndama , yintoni ngoku Baby awusahambi na? he asked Me: Masambe sobabini tshi , I want you to observe her as well, so that you can tell me if I’m imagining things. Sizwe: Yitsho kaloku mfondini, ungasuke ume ingathi uyi Robot apha , ndambetha aphe mqolo, saphuma.wandihleka. Sifike uBeauty ehleli no Tatakhe , bebukeli - TV, I think she was eating isonka ne-Tea Uthe wakundibona waxakwa nakukuhlafuna. Kwade kwathetha uTatakhe esithi makahlafune uzakomiwa. We did not laugh , we did not want the seriousness of the issue at hand to be diluted kukuhleka. After greetings, nokubuza impilo kutatakhe, ndingenemxholweni straight. Me: Beauty I just want to know ubunkqonkqoza uyofuna ntoni e-roomini yam last night ? Ebengakwazi ukundijonga, ebalekisa amehlo, engxolisa iteaspoon aphe komotyini ye-tea le ebeyiphunga Beauty: I told you Lisa, I was sleeping at that time , I did not go anywhere near to your room last night. Watsho ebudineka Me: Beauty I am not asking you if you where there or not? I know you were there, I want you to take time and think this time before you answer, Around 8:30 pm, the time kuphela uGenerations izolo, why did you knock at my room, so that those three men could get in ? Utaka Beauty: Khawume ntombam , uthi ubulele kodwa usishiye apha nonyoko nge past 8, after kungene iphone yalamakhwenkwe akho ? UBeauty uye wamjamela utatakhe, akamphendula , this was an additional piece of information. Ndibone ngo- Sizwe ephakama enomsindo , ndaqonda uzakuyimosha yonke lento, azenzele ityala naye . For me I only needed to hear that , I knew soze angayibhudi, zinjalo ezenzeka emfihlakalweni ziyatyhilwa Kwangulo Thixo wam endimkhonzayo. Sicele indlela, saphindela eroomini, ndifike nje ndakhala futhi bendihleli ndinyembezana kakade,, ibindigqiba ke lento kaBeauty, how heartless could she be ? only because of indoda endithandayo uyandimonela ? I opened up to Sizwe and told him about amanga ka beauty , ebe waspreader ngam emsebenzini.. Sizwe: ebecaphuka, Does she understand the emotional damage ayenzileyo empilweni yakho lomntwana ? hayi maan ligqwirha eli, she does not deserve ukuphila nabantu umntu onje. Ufanelwe sesokugqibela isihogo. We have to report this information to u-detective. Me: You are right baby, but the challenge is , asinabungqina bokuthi ebephumile kokwabo waza eroomini yam. She can say uphume nje eyophendula iphone Sizwe: Then why did she lie to the police, wathi ebelele, bazombamba apho kaloku Love. Sizwe phoned the detective, the detective was excited with these new developments, wathi uyeza to question u- Beauty again. Sizwe teased me esithi ,I chose the wrong career, I should have studies ilaw, ndiyakhona maan ukuba ngumcuphi, my questions were too tricky for u Beauty. We laughed, kuyahlekwa noba kubi .
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 19:11:45 +0000
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