LENGTHY BUT EVERYONE PLEASE READ! THANKS Kasei Springsteen and Josh I am so thankful I have such a big family, those I have been distant from for years and those that I am just getting to know. If I have learned anything from my life, my childhood, the mistakes Ive made that I have and havent been able to fix. Ive lost friends and family over stupid decisions and been able to repair some of those, some I have not. Ive especially learned the most watching my children go through the ups and downs of almost losing their brother so many times. They had to learn way to fast and early what enjoying the time we have left means or making the best of his good days so many times theyve heard those phrases. In the last year Ive come to understand truly being on my own with my kids and not having family or friends near by. I didnt stay here because I wanted too, I stayed because it was best for Jahel. The kids and I have been in the hospital with Jahel more than not, weve struggled more than we ever have before. I have met an amazing man and he has an amazing son who complete my kids and I. He has been my rock and been there for everything since weve been together emergency hospital trips, surgeries, sleepless nights at the hospital, kids up sick all night, school stuff, taking care of me and the kids when Im sick. Then getting the kids signed up for their very first summer of sports and going to every practice and game. Driving to Omaha for the boys special needs ball games on Saturdays. Helping with bills and gas when I wasnt getting a dime for 2 months from their father and couldnt get assistance from anyone. Things that at the time werent and to me because we arent married still arent his responsibility. Besides Josh and our kids I have never felt more alone and isolated. So, perhaps its that life is way to short and its taken me experiencing all this to realize, we should hold our family close, dont be scared to reach out to family members youve just met and let your past mistakes be lifes lessons you use to make yourself better. Im using mine to show my children Im not perfect and I never will be we all mistakes, but you keep on going. From here on out I will not beg anyone to be apart of our lives. I will reach out once and only once after that the ball is in your court and will remain there until youre ready. I will not tiptoe around you because Ive got someone in my life you dont care for. We have no room for drama or extra stress. Joshua Reeh, our kids and I are starting a new chapter and working hard to be happy. With that being said we love you all. We want to continue to have you all be a part of our lives. We are looking forward to this new adventure were starting.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Sep 2014 03:14:04 +0000
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