Last one at the party awake. Gone thru 2 bottles of whiskey and a bottle of jager... Should be asleep but if anyone knows me they know my mind is not ready to quit. So many times this year i have had someone say they would be there for me forever just to leave me the day before a holiday. At this rate ill prob find out im adopted by thanksgiving. God damn u gotta love being me. At least i have learned that each day i see the sun set just to rise again is a day i am shown something i will survive despite the feelings of being weak and unwanted. U people dont have to want me or like me, i dont even like me and despite my efforts im still here so it looks like i dont have the option of not being in the picture. Im just tired of this riddled abstract life im stuck in. Come on sun and peak over those clouds to show me what else in this life i will be forced to face and get through. Im a texas boy, a boonies boy a sdmall town kid and i will stand with u by my side or a bottle in my hand i will survive.
Posted on: Sat, 06 Jul 2013 09:47:08 +0000