Lately I have been thinking about things I wish I would have done, Chances I should have taken.I have no regrets.Every broken heart, every tear, every hardship has made me who I am today and I love me.There are many things I wish I could tell my younger cancer-free self. And it goes somethin like this.... Christina, You are beautiful, dont ever believe you are not. High School is like a jungle. You are you, and that is pretty damned good. Girls and boys are cruel, surround yourself with family, they are all you ever need. Dont worry about what people think about you- trust me, they will not be around in 10 years. You will one day find true friendship, and when you find it you will know. Dont be a follower, be a leader.Stand up for what you believe in. You are one of the smartest chicks I know (Yep, I am biased) and dont ever let anyone make you feel stupid. Dont feel inferior to anyone, no one is better than you. You deserve good. You deserve love. You will think many many, many, many times that you have found love, but trust me, the minute you have found love, it hits you like a ton of bricks. You will see your future in his eyes and think he is (and always will be) the greatest man alive. Dont give in and dont give up- ever. Bad things happen because they just do. You didnt do anything to have bad things happen to you; they will make your future so embrace the hardships and grow within them. Dont waste your time on people that treat you bad. Dont dwell, it wastes time; important time you will wish you had back. The past is your past because it is behind you, your present is here and now and truly is a gift. Stop trying to find the answers to the universe, if it was meant to be known, what fun would life be? You once believed, and not too long ago was it, that dreams do not come true. Look at what you have, and rejoice in it. Your dreams have come true; maybe not the way you wished they had, but they still do. Seize every moment. Cherish every minute. You are a great mother, never feel like you are not giving your all. I dont hear your son complainin! Most importantly, never lose faith, never lose hope, never stop smiling and never stop loving. I absolutely guarantee that all of those will prevail. Always. Love Eternally, Your Older Cancerous Self
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 06:44:34 +0000
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