Love this artical.... How was my day? Today has been a lifetime. It was the best of times and the worst of times. There were moments when my heart was so full I thought I might explode, and there were other moments when my senses were under such intense assault that I was certain Id explode. I was both lonely and absolutely desperate to be alone. I was saturated -- just bombarded with touch and then the second I put down this baby I yearned to smell her sweet skin again. I was bored out of my skull and completely overwhelmed with so much to do. Today was too much and not enough. It was loud and silent. It was brutal and beautiful. I was at my very best today and then, just a moment later, at my very worst. At 3:30 today I decided that we should adopt four more children, and then at 3:35 I decided that we should give up the one we already have for adoption. Husband -- when your day is completely and totally dependent upon the moods and needs and schedules of tiny, messy, beautiful rug rats your day is all of the things and none of the things, sometimes within the same three minute period. But Im not complaining. This is not a complaint, so dont try to fix it. I wouldnt have my day any other way. Im just saying -- its a hell of a hard thing to explain -- But Id be too tired to say all of that. So Id just cry, or yell, or smile and say im fine,.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Jan 2014 14:48:20 +0000